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LOVE   Leave a comment

LOVE

THE GREAT MYSTERY

LEARNED FROM A 30 MINUTE TV SHOW

THAT SHIT JUST AINT REAL

I DO LOVE

REAL LOVE

AND I THINK IT’S YOU

PASSIONATE KISSES

THEY REALLY HELP

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THE TRUTH   1 comment

The truth is better.

Like water seeking level,

it seems to go where it will.

But get ready,

you might consider damage control.

The truth is just like that.

People get hurt.

Too many expectations.

It is either that,

or live up to your neck in lies.

Maybe NOBODY wants me as I really am.

That will be ok too.

The truth.

What a liberator.

 

STARBUCKS AND A BULLET   Leave a comment

Wow!

Where is peace?

What is the color of beauty?

How close do angels really fly to me?

The more I know about God,

the less there is to lean on.

So I am sitting in Starbucks,

with a bullet.

How deep is alone?

Can I just keep driving

on this road

called forever?

Please……..

can I just become a vapor??????

A cloud?

A horse on a hill,

happy to just be alone?????

This long road to empty

is really a bitch.

I am promised pain,

but you never really expect it.

It hits you from the side

when you’re looking straight ahead.

Empty road.

Empty life
Empty head. (I only wish)

Big balls.

Only rolling down this stupid hill,

called MY life.

BIG balls.

Where oh where,

is this most noble Sophia?

Not in the steeple houses.

Not in silly hymns.

She has a box or bag

or a cloud

or bright mist

full of that peace,

that rest,

that I missed.

It’s what I seek.

Rest,

that final peace.

Just now closing my eyes,

At Starbucks,

and a bullet.

I HAVE MISSED YOU   Leave a comment

There are times,

when you think

that you are alone.

I know that you feel,

the pain and ache of

loneliness,

but it is only a mistake,

confusion.

No matter what

it seems like

or how you feel,

you are never alone.

Not ever.

I AM

beside you.

I AM

always

with you.

I AM

forever

loving you.

Always

loving you.

Just loving you.

 

I want that feeling

of loneliness that you have

to leave you forever.

Never feel it again.

So turn toward me.

Look at me.

Glance in my direction.

Lean your thoughts toward me.

That’s all it takes.

Just lean in my direction.

I miss you.

I see you

every day.

Every minute

of every day.

I watch

as you struggle

through the day,

trying to do it all yourself,

as though I don’t even exist.

I do.

I AM

right here.

Right here beside you.

Loving you.

I miss you.

Couldn’t you just

give me a chance?

A chance to

do this with you.

Lets get together,

and go at each day

as a team.

Me and you.

When I say

that I miss you,

it is because you just don’t know

how really well you know me.

I am the best part of you

and you are the best part of me.

Please,

just turn to me.

Remember me.

I AM

your beginning.

I AM

your end.

I AM

your breath

and life.

No,

my most precious one,

you are not alone.

Just think of me.

Call my name.

Listen deep inside

for a moment.

You are so

not alone.

Please my little one,

know the depths

of my love for you.

Be with me.

Nothing

can come against you

when we are together.

Be conscious of me.

I am here

just loving you.

You are not alone.

Know this.

You are not alone.

Please, please

be with me.

I miss you.

 

LONELINESS, SUFFERING AND PAIN; They end right here, right now.   Leave a comment

 It is in the very darkest of moments

that you are the farthest from me,

the most separate.

Or,

so you think.

Not so.

I am

Closer than a whisper.

I am

as the warmth of the sun

upon your skin.

I am

the breeze that

gently  carresses your cheek.

I am

that perfect

tender kiss.

I am

the heart

of the very center

of this very moment.

So just stop.

Stop right now.

Just right now.

Lose all thoughts

beyond this very moment.

Forget

“before and after”

THIS moment.

Past and future

do not exist.

Just right now.

Just right now.

And just right now,

I want you to know me.

I am the perfect

true lover.

I AM.

If you are to know my love

right now,

in THIS moment,

then what is the first step?

How do you begin?

First,

my love,

let me tell you

what it will mean.

As you get to know me,

ALL of this world

will begin to fade away.

You will see it

for the illusion that it really is.

All those

that were causing

pain, guilt, suffering and loneliness,

you will see as only a lifting fog.

They will fade as does a dream

upon awakening.

None of those things were real.

I AM REAL!

The grey clouds

will turn to sun.

Right now.

In THIS moment.

So how do we begin?

How do we get past

that torturous illusion?

Know me.

I am at your center.

I am at the far reaches of the universe.

Know me.

Go outside,

Just as soon as you finish reading this.

When you get outside,

forget all that you see,

noise, cars, buildings,

all of it,

forget it.

Just feel.

Only feel.

Feel the warmth

or the chill.

Feel the gentle carress of the wind.

It is me.

It is all me.

I am that.

And I am you.

And you are me.

Forget everything

except the blending of our souls

in THIS moment.

Pay attention only to this.

Feel only this.

Listen to only this.

Consentrate.

Pay attention.

Close attention.

Listen very carefully.

Listen hard.

Hear me.

Hear me only.

And feel.

Feel my tender kiss.

Feel my protecting love.

Feel me.

I am you.

Right now

in this very moment.

Go out

right now.

Do it.

Know me.

Know true freedom.

Watch as all the

troublesome world

melts away.

I love you

right now

in this very moment

forever.