Like a secret,
or a smile,
this, being awake.
Like walking through a different hallway.
It is full of people, but they see something else.
Somewhere else,
At another time.
I am here,
but not for your mind
or thoughts.
If you stop,
I mean really stop,
so that you get a kind of whiplash,
as the past and the future whirl away,
you just might get a glimpse of me,
actually standing in the same hallway,
smiling,
and kissing God.
J
Interaction
rarely goes beyond noise.
When you look at me,
you only see a reflection of you,
at least at first,
till you realize you can’t see me at all.
Stillness doesn’t belong.
Silence will only mean surrender.
Truth,
only means vulnerability
when you see it from here.
I am decreasing,
becoming less,
till you can’t see me at all.
And,
it is quite ok.
I don’t need to be seen.
I don’t need to be heard.
I don’t need at all.
Love,
is ok,
just sitting,
and waiting
quietly.
J
JUST WHAT ARE YOU REALLY LOOKING FOR?
GOD?
SO MANY BOOKS,
SO MANY WEBSITES,
SO MANY EMPTY OPINIONS,
LIKE RABBIT TRAILS THROUGH AN EMPTY DESERT.
TIME,
IS TOSSED AWAY,
AS YOU LOOK EVERYWHERE,
THAT IS EASY.
ARE YOU READY?
READY TO FIND GOD?
READY TO MEET HIM???????
I CAN TELL YOU HOW.
STOP!
STOP LOOKING!
STOP SEEKING!
STOP PACKING AROUND YOUR GUILT,
AND EXCUSES.
YOU HAVE BEEN SHIRKING RESPONSIBILITY.
YOU HAVE BEEN SKIRTING TRUTH,
AVOIDING YOUR OWN ACCOUNTABILITY.
YOU KNOW THAT ALL THAT
RUNNING AROUND,
SEEKING AROUND
JUST DOESN’T GET IT DONE.
CHASING THE NEXT NEW TEACHING,
OR THAT ANCIENT TEACHING,
JUST LEAVES YOU DANGLING
RIGHT WHERE YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN.
SO,
MY LITTLE ONE,
PLEASE, PLEASE,
JUST STOP.
JUST STOP LOOKING…………….
If you really want to find God,
stop looking for Him.
and start looking for yourself.
you know,
your self.
that little one,
hidden
behind so many walls.
Hidden
behind so many defenses.
That vulnerable little angel.
That precious beauty.
That one you barely remember.
You, yes, you.
So protected that you can’t
remember who you are………….
Just stop.
Take the time.
Do the work.
When you break through all YOUR walls,
and knock down all your defenses,
you will really find
that happy little you,
and God.
You see,
He is in there too,
with you,
just waiting for you to lay down the fear,
and open the door.
The love you missed.
The love you’ve always looked for is only within.
So just give up the search.
You already are where you need to be.
Look within.
Find you.
The kingdom of God
is within.
Love you………
J
I DID NOT MISS YOU TODAY.
UP AT 4 AM AGAIN.
LISTENING INTENTLY FOR THAT BEAUTIFUL VOICE.
NO LONGER LOST,
WITHIN THOSE HARSH JUDGING WALLS,
OF RELIGION.
IT IS BACK BEHIND ME,
LIKE A DISTANT CLANGING NOISE.
NOW,
I AM FREE.
FREE TO KNOW YOU.
TO REALLY KNOW YOU.
YOUR WAY.
NO RULES,
NO LAWS,
NO HARSH JUDGEMENTS
FROM THOSE THAT
PRETEND TO KNOW YOU.
BUILDING SITTERS!
THANK YOU
FOR LETTING ME JUMP OUT OF THAT WINDOW.
I LOVE YOU,
MY GOD,
I LOVE YOU
J
Looking for God?
Just how difficult do you
expect that seeking to be?
Perhaps,
you could settle
for religion.
The path to God
is too easy.
Just lay down your walls.
Just give up your fight,
and your rights.
Give up your words,
and noise,
and idle chatter.
Just stop!
You see,
He isn’t in a building,
or in your religious
rules,
walls,
or laws.
The kingdom of God,
the reign of God,
the essence of God,
is within
you.
So,
Give up the fight.
Just get quiet.
Be still,
and know that I AM God.
In the stillness within,
is where He is found.
Stillness,
Silence,
Peace………
J
Where
are the children of God?
Who
are they?
I love you.
Each of you.
Each,
so beautiful
and perfect
in my eyes.
My love
is beyond
your understanding.
My grace,
my beautiful grace,
is greater than your perception of guilt
will let you accept.
My forgiveness,
is only a mask,
over my love,
to help you understand.
You know not,
what you do.
You know not,
who you are.
And you do not, yet,
know me.
Not as you should,
or will.
I love you so very much,
my beautiful,
beautiful babies.
J
